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Dearest Blog ; Sunday, December 13, 2009

I woke up with tears over my face.. woke up with a sharp pain in my heart.. i can't control my cry.. 男人哭了是因为他真的爱了..i feel the same devastated pain when Edward leave Bella in Twilight: New Moon.. This feeling is back again.. Your promised to give me a memorable birthday celebration.. better than joel.. but all i can feel is your coldness during the KL trip.. It was after you are close to your colleagues that we started drifting apart.. you got lots of friends.. and now, a new love.. I did so much for you.. Every little things.. Try to give you anything you want.. All the little things.. Although i don't have a sweet tongue like other guys.. But every little things i gave you is a token of my love.. Every little things i did for you is showing of my love.. I give you my heart, my soul, my mind, anything, everything i could give you.. Why in the end you hurt me again.. This pain is worst than the previous time you gave me(may to july). It really hurts.. The moment you left.. My light.. My dream.. My oxygen are lost.. Losing you equalent to losing everything.. The purpose in life.. You are my everything.. You are the reason i live.. Nothing can hurt me.. Except you.. No one will understand how painful it is to be hurt by someone you loved most the second time..

Since young i was borne without getting to see my grandparents.. i have a heartless dad and uncle.. my only kin left is my mum.. why GOD! why since young till now you took away all my happiness, leaving me in darkness and loneliness..

How can you be so 忍心 to me.. You have a new love.. You seems so happy.. You're not affected at all.. like nothing happen.. Don't you feel any guilty,remorse or regret? For hurting someone who loved you this 1 year 3 months.. why does everyone get all the care and concern but all i get is loneliness and darkness..

I can't give you happiness, i always disappointed you and make you unhappy.. it's all my fault.. my birthday wish will never be fulfill with you leaving me..

There are people who pursue wealth, some pursue power, some pursue fame.. and I've been pursuing love as the main objective of my life.. end up i lost everything.. i'm a failure.. a loser in love.. it's all my fault..i know i stand no chance at all..but i cant let go

Can you feel my pain? only those who watch Twilight New Moon will understand my pain..



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