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Dearest Blog ; Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I had a really bad day today. My tears almost drop uncontrollably when i kanna scolding from boss. I only one person, with only 1 pair of eyes, 1 mouth, 1 pair of hands and legs. How much can i do when i am given so many appointment?

Last Christmas i give you my heart, but the very next year. you gave it away.

Christmas eve and Christmas is coming, buddies are all attached.

I dunno what to do, dunno where to go, i'm all alone..

Lonely lonely Christmas, Merry Merry Christmas.

Why does all the bad things happen to me one after another?

I feel so lost, so empty, so lonely. How long can i hold on until? I'm really very tired le..

While you are missing another guy out there, do u know there's another one thinking of u? just like that past few months? today is the 11th day le.. you will never understand how i feel, how lonely i am, the feeling of after work go home but there's no one at home, no one to talk to, weekends and public holidays got nowhere to go, dunno what to do, because you are not the one being hurt..

I having flu and headache now.. eyes feel so tired and sleepy, but i dun wanna sleep so early.. is there anyone who will care?

I have already reach the stage where i can throw away my phone, because no one will contact me.. No matter what happens to me, alive or dead. No one bother or even care..

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. 你永远都不会发觉我对你的好，我对你的关心，我对你的爱。



♥信望爱♥

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