Dearest Blog ; Thursday, December 17, 2009
窗外阴天了,灯光也暗了,音乐低声了,人是无聊了,我的心开始想你了. 多久了没有你的消息, 上一封简讯是星期几. 对不起不该让你伤心 请你原谅我不懂逗你开心,请你原谅我不懂听你的心. 小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运,疼爱的想念的都是你. 请原谅我对不起对不起.
从来没想过不能再和你牵手, 委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛, 滴下的眼泪已停不住了,天下起雨了,人是不快乐,我的心真的受伤了. 忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳, 害怕回家不知怎么熬. 你的离开失去多少我计算不了. 离开时的不快乐, 你用卡片手写着, 有些爱只给到这真的痛了. 放不下我对你的任性, 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻,我都还记得. 回忆的音乐盒还旋转着, 要怎么停呢.
怎么办我好想你, 不敢打给你我找不到原因. 什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉. 沉默的场景做你的代替, 陪我等雨停, 期待让人越来越沉溺. 谁和我一样等不到他的谁, 一个人撑伞一个人擦泪, 一个人好累. 怎样的雨怎样的夜, 怎样的我能让你更想念, 雨要多大天要多黑, 才能够有你的体贴, 一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂 我多希望你还在我左右 其实没有我你分不出那些, 现实中幸福永远缺货, 笑着难过自我惩罚, 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了.
被爱的人不用道歉. 答应你我会好好过, 不让这些眼泪白流.
"We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be withsomeone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...sacrifice."
"Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesnt mean
that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to
say I love you."
"Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore
and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them."
"Deep inside my heart, I'm miserable, knowing that I've lost you. On the outside, I'm pretending
that I've forgotten you."
"A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but
your hands feel the pain.And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty."
"How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me?How can I dry your
tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me? How can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?"
"They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again ... I say lost love makes
one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again."
"A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you.."
"Who do you run to when the only person who can make you stop crying, is exactly the one
who is making you cry?"
though i am gone.. i'll always be in your heart.. when you want to talk to me.. talk to the stars..
as i'll always be there to listen to you.. i'll watch over you forever..
let a knife twist inside me..
let a car run me down..
let the fire burn me up..
but let not your love leave me..
for i can survive knives, car crash, fire, but not your absence.
All i ask for Christmas is you..
♥信望爱♥
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