Dearest Blog ; Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Exam is coming just next week..
But i totally have no mood to study.. No mood to eat.. No mood to work.. No mood to do anything..
My efforts have gone down the drains.. The history is repeating again..
The same words, said the second time.. 真的好痛好痛，心如刀割。
My buddies are all happily attached and busy with the other half.. I'm the only left over one..
很快很快，就只剩下我孤伶伶一个人了。
我唯一的朋友只剩下这个 Blog 了， 只有在这里，我才能把心里不开心的事说出来。
No one can understand how i feel.. The feeling of 孤独寂寞，sick le also no one cares, no one to talk to, feel that i'm the only one in this world.. Where the world is fill with darkness..
I hate this feeling! I'm going crazy!
Even the hopes of buying a new flat with my mum is dashed.. Thanks to the government for eating people's hard earn cpf money..
Everyday living in the risk of getting chase out of the house anytime..
With the current appointment i'm holding.. Lost of voice, flu and cough.. Sick le also can't take mc to rest..
从小到大， 不幸的事总是发生在我身上。老天爷啊！你到底要折磨我到什么时候才肯放过我？一点幸福也不给我！
For the past few days, people have been wishing me happy birthday, asking me did i enjoy the trip. How should i reply them when i'm not? I forced myself to put on a smile, and answer ya, 还好。
真是同人不同命，I'm not *them*.. I will never be able to receive the nice treatment like them..
忙完了一天觉得又何必辛劳，对谁炫耀？ 害怕回家不知怎么熬。突然觉得我可以死掉，我受不了。
♥信望爱♥
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